Day 14: So did you know its called a Cult? Maga is a cult!

Written by V

January 13, 2026

I will begin with this: Its called a cult mentality for a reason. See, we, The Chaos Warlock, grew up in a Christian cult, as a child from babyhood to about age 8.

Things we can tell you about cults:

1) Either you agree with the general premise or you end up ousted as a dissenter. You must follow everything from the way you dress, to the way you speak, to the way you think even.

2) They use the threat of, whether its imagined violence, teased violence or violence in general, as a way to control you so you don't stand out and stand up. That is only a little bit of what a cult is like.

3) You feel like you are walking on eggshells or bunker busters, potentially ready to explode at any moment. You can easily find explosive situations develop for anyone, who speaks out against this and the treatment of members and their way of being.

This is EXACTLY like the cult experience I had as a child. So what does this sound like to you? I mean something very similar and very right now? MAGA.

This experience is what Trump Supporters are experiencing at this very moment.

Their brain has been hijacked by essentially fear and threats and given a option to steer their hatred not at the cult leader: Trump, but instead towards groups of people, who he "claims" are the "real" problem. Yea this is a classic abuser tactic but also cult leader tactic too.

He blames: transgender people. Immigrants. Disabled people. Queer people. People who are elderly actually. He hates black people, women, children, and indigenous people too. Its very clear.

If you can't see it, its not that you are not paying attention. You are distracted by his circus parade called subterfuge, that he uses to convince you that, no, really he's a good guy!

A good leader actually contains these:

They inspires and guides a group toward a common goal through qualities like integrity, empathy, clear communication, and vision, while also leading by example, empowering their team, fostering growth, and remaining adaptable and continuously learning. They build trust by being "accountable", honest and supportive, focusing on mutual success rather than just being in charge/authority and effectively handling challenges with resilience and positivity. They do not make fun of their employees. They do not threaten their employees. They do not see one perspective but multiple perspectives, in order to, make better decisions with their employees and people.

When you read this do you think Trump is like that? NO, he is not actually. If you do think he is please tell me why? And give examples as well as show me the morale code from which you lean from. That's important actually.

This "good leader" is the standard for any business that wants to succeed in America. You don't want a shitty leader right? It would be bad for business, bad for morale, bad for actually making money and just generally means that the business is not going to succeed. This is also true for groups, events, role play larps, etc!

Trump has failed, I think, almost all his business ventures. That doesn't bode well for being a "good leader" or a "leader who leads by example." I mean actually, er...yea he does that last one but its lead by bad example. That's the problem.

If the things I listed is for a good leader and requirement than it is true for government positions and especially, the presidential position.

So what is really going on with Trump supporters? Are they really lacking knowledge or are they being gaslit and manipulated?

Well, the reality is...some are kind of ignorant. They are. But the majority...well...they are being gaslit and manipulated. Yup.

That's the truth. They are average Americans, white ones usually but other cultures are also mixed in with this as well. A lot of them go to church on Sunday, think they are morally superior and hear him and think they are in the right. But the bible and Trump don't match at all. Jesus was not the kind of guy to do anything that Trump is doing. I mean he sat with what was deemed "lesser" in society. He flipped tables in the temple for greed. I mean Jesus was a awesome guy if nothing else! I can't tell you to believe in God. I'm not Christian myself. I am a spiritual person instead.

The thing is, Maga people don't question why or look to see if he is actually a good leader. They just follow him, unquestioningly. They think they have got it all. The problem isn't that they are dumb. The problem is they are apathetic, being manipulated and they are scared to speak out and against him because then they would get in trouble, now wouldn't they?

This is what it is like to be in a cult. America has been turned into a joke but also a cult culture. This is seriously dangerous because cultists will go to every length to make sure their cult leader is satisfied. They will, in fact, murder, steal, r*pe, pillage, threaten, abuse and yes, if he asked his supporters to, OFF THEMSEVLES....GUESS WHAT? THEY WOULD!

That's the scary problem going on in America. Cults are insidious. I read an article saying we don't know how to this happened. (Read that with a sarcastic voice in your head.) YES, we f**king do, you f**king morons! Yes, we do!

Its called using charm or the skill persuasion to worm your way into things, places, erm people. Yea...there are really disgusting people who just want to use and abuse you. No, its not romantic. Its gross. There is a difference between Safe, sane and consensual and just plain violence.

So let me set the scene: A person of wealth, decides he isn't satisfied with this position of power and wants more! So he starts slowly, working to find allies and supporters without anyone knowing who he is "collecting". He is, also, very likely a cult leader in the works.

So when election time rolls around, he has already "planted" the seeds to get him in! Its called enablers, supporters and abusers! People who follow and don't lead but he also has leaders and Yes-men because every cult leader wants that on their team.

This is exactly how Hitler did it. He slowly interceded into positions, until he gained enough followers, supporters and the people were none the wiser because they just thought, eh its not THAT bad, this will blow over. So, its just easier to ignore the problem and pretend like nothing is happening? Yup that's human for you and I wish I could say this is uniquely this situation but no, of course not. I know because I've lived this. Abusive situations have been most of my experience in this life. I hate to say I dated them. I friended them. I had family with abusive behaviors. Its my life. So I have had good times but its been overshadowed by shitty circumstances, bad people and a lot of PTSD shit too.

Don't feel sorry for me. Please really don't. I feel like finally, I can't handle this anymore...being known as the PTSD survivor. I just don't want that anymore. I want to rise up and reclaim my life. Its mine right? So I will no longer let PTSD define my life. I'm freaking serious.

I faced the worst things that this life can throw at you. I was almost murdered a couple times. I have been r*ped. Molested yup. I have been verbally, emotionally and physically abused. I was drugged against my will. I have been also, now, homeless where you felt invisible and like no one cared. That is what happened to me last year. It was not my fault. It was not intentional. It was not because I didn't save up or got kicked out. It was due to medications that I shouldn't have been put on, against my will, I will add.

We have talked about it here and there on the blog. Eventually, we will talk about it. We just feel so f**ked up about what happened dude. Like it was a f**king horror story literally but the cool thing? I survived and during it I got to meet the me who refused to give up and refused to die actually. There were times, I thought about it but I thought if this is how life is going to be? Me, homeless? Mostly because I couldn't think actually clear enough to get home. Trust me this medication I'm not allowed on for obvious reasons.

I decided during this 3 month nightmare that I would not let society, myself or anyone stop me from getting home and from staying alive. I made friends on the street. I managed to actually take care of myself despite not knowing how to get home. Yea, it was that bad dude. It was.

The medication literally made me psychotic and hallucinate. I couldn't tell what was real and was fantasy. It is the first time I've ever experienced that and I was f**king scared. I'm serious. I thought whelp I guess I'm crazy now but somehow I stayed alive. I fought to stay alive. The very act of having to fight to live lead me away from S.I. and S.H. I also found people all over who also wanted to see me survive. They offered me food, water. Some gave me clothing. Some gave me directions. And I helped people too.

This time period was terrifying but it also was f**king freeing too. I can't explain it but I found purpose while I was homeless. I saw people suffering, up close. I fought people to stop bad situations actually. I tamed a squirrel. I will talk about that. It was freaking cool. I miss my little buddy, well not that much but you know it was kind of fun actually.

deep thoughts about being a squirrel king and taking over Pasadena with a squirrel army heh

Getting back to what I know about abuse. I've seen the "sweeping under the rug" in abusive families. Instead of dealing with the problem, up front, they pretend like the screaming match and broken dishes, were just a distant memory or like it even didn't happen (gaslighting).

This isn't a surprise to me that America, is now in this state of horror. I've always despised this Orange Cheeto guy. He's ugly to me. Both physically, maturity wise and his whole being is abusive energy, that is disgusting to me. I am repulsed by his behavior and ashamed of him. He is the farthest from being Christian. He is literally a Cult leader!

Look I'm just being honest. I can't help that I find it that gross. I'm sure a lot of people from other places probably feel the same. But do "I" hate this guy? Kinda of yea. Do I think hating him is good for me? Probably not. So, instead I just picture him being put in a cheeto factory and dusted with cheeto dust and him yelling about how embarrassing it is and how he will kill everyone, while everybody is standing there watching him and laughing.

Cheeto waves hi!

My mind can create strange scenarios to help me deal with bullshit. What can I say?

heh sorry if I put you off cheetos now. LOL

So, how do we help trump supporters to defect from their idiotic position on this?

Why can't they just face the reality, that they chose poorly and are now putting America in danger and not just within, but also with all the other countries literally. Its because they are scared, they are also entranced by him. He used abuser tactics, charm, and manipulation to woo them into submission. They don't even know what abusers look like because a lot of them ARE abusers. Or they the stupid enablers, who excuse the bad behavior, and are the allies of the abuser because its better to be a ally then the enemy.

That's the truth, at least, this is what I understand and see. Most abusers, get off the hook in America. I see it time and again. Mostly, because I think our justice system is a joke and police are not there to protect you, just to up hold the law and sometimes not even that, if they can get away with it. That is really how America is.

I am ashamed that we have slid so far back into this bullshit bad behaviors in America. People are abusive commonly now, and the rest of the communities, who always lived knowing this truth and have been telling all of us f**king morons about it?

Indigenous people and black people. Muslim people. Survivors of the Holocaust. They all know the real truth. America was NEVER GREAT. Oh wait the Japanese too!

It has been cruel, hard, evil, painful, abusive and unendingly a fight, to get recognized and seen and heard for them.

So, while the rest of us stupid sods, wake up to the reality of, oh f**k, our America is really f**king racist, phobic, sexist, agist, misogynistic especially they are just sitting there going *facepalm.

And we are freaking out and I'm like okay...the problem is we were told and taught to believe by our educational departments and families, that we could trust police, doctors, specialists, fire fighters, emergency personnel, mental health specialists etc.

So...can we? NO. NOT Really. I mean it. If you are a Christian, white American with MONEY then yes. And you gotta be a guy more so. Otherwise? Nah. Nope.

You can't actually. Now, if you are transgender, gay, queer, black, indigenous, disabled, elderly, a child, a mix of these or somehow in a category I didn't cover, its a f**king gamble to make sure that these services are actually gunna do their job and be respectful too. Just because they did the job, doesn't mean they didn't misgender you, or talk down to you, or be abusive or make you feel dehumanized.

Usually it falls into the category, I get half-assed services or none at all and I am mistreated too. Some even cause trauma. So that's nice. (Sarcasm)

This is America. It has always been this way for Black and Indigenous people, by the way. They have to navigate with the stigma of racism, which is racial abuse and discrimination or discriminatory abuse. So they are abuse survivors!

We really need to stop pretending that we are equal because that's not how society is actually.

SOCIETY SHOULD BE THOUGH! SOCIETY SHOULD HAVE EQUITY!

I am also a abuse survivor for different reasons of course. I understand somewhat, even though I am not black or Indigenous.

Trauma is trauma. Whether its, r*pe, abuse of any kind or natural disaster etc.

So...how the hell....do we help America?

Well, its going to take more than just one person. Its going to take a lot of people, working together to tackle this b*tch. The b*tch being the USA.

I'm serious.

So where and who did we go?

Well, first off the people who keep squawking about "extinction burst", so um dude that isn't really making us feel better okay? Do you f**king get it?

Oh its going to get worse before its better. Really? Is that supposed to be reassuring? Cause um its not you know that right? I hope you do. Jerks.

Look f**kfaces, we need actual action and not just "well its an extinction burst and we just gotta ride it out."

Um no. We don't. We SHOULD have dealt with this bullshit back in the day actually. Stopped the bullshit to our black and indigenous communities. I am so freaking tired of how they keep crying for help and the nobody helps them. Its messed up! They shouldn't have to be continually r*ped and murdered for people to finally wake the f**k up! HELLOOOOO

The whole ride it out with extinction burst thing...that's an apathetic approach to dealing with literally violence going on, my f**king dudes!

So we need an actual plan to tackle this cult going on. I see some progress with democratic and republican people, finally speaking out against the orange cheeto pos. We need more. Its not time to sit on our hands and go on about extinction burst bullshit.

Wake up!

Hello???

We are ALL in danger and have been.

Indigenous people and black people?

I feel like they may feel this way cause I feel this, "For f**ks sake you f**king morons, finally get the memo? Welcome to what black and indigenous people face on a day to day basis. I'm sorry but really welcome to feeling dehumanized and f**ked over.

Trust me, it doesn't get better. Its just a POS experience to have to deal with all the time and well while we care about you, we still have dealt with this, most of our lives and what can we say? Just try not to get killed? Sorry this sucks but you know welcome to OUR America experience. It sucks!"

I don't know if that's really what they say but I imagine they may. I don't blame them AT ALL. I'm sorry guys. I really am. We are stupid. America is f**king stupid. There. I will say that I love you and I'm gunna do something about this. I am trying to. A little direction actually would help a lot!

I'm not an expert. I did, however, survive abuse, most of my life from family, friends, intimate lovers who can go F**K OFF.

I don't want you to die. I don't want you to really suffer either. I just want you, to always remember my face in your head and the look of utter pain you created in me. And I want that guilt to smear and worm its way into your brain and harass you. I want you to feel ashamed of what you did, so much so that you finally go to therapy and do better. That's it.

And well if you aren't sorry well all I gotta say is, karma hits back hard, b*tch. Hope it screws you up good for abusing me.

I still am trying to forgive my abusers, so I don't have to deal with anymore bullshit memories. The past is the past. Just f**king go away and stay in the past.

My PTSD though?

A f**king b*tch. I hate it. I'm working on it but frankly I really wish I could figure out, what my brain is pushing on me with all this bullshit flashbacks. Like dude I actually do, want to get the f**k over it. Ha. I mean it! Stupid brain has other plans. F**K.

Like dude, I get it. That sucked. Okay. I already know it was wrong. I could have made better decisions, in that time period, to stop the abuse, but I didn't have the skills I have now. I forgive my past self for not knowing what I do now.

So, what's the point in pushing flashbacks of events over and over again? What is it you stupid, f**king POS brain?

What do you actually want? What revenge?

I'm not about revenge. So you can forget it.

What about justice? Frankly, already tried to report those people, yea we did, police just brushed us off or told us unless there was actual proof, they wouldn't do anything.

That's f**king police for you. But I mean there is always karma. I trust that and magick. Heh. No, I didn't hex them. I could! But I didn't. I'll just let their guilty consceince torture them instead. And their current partners they have now. I hope they get a taste of their own medicine. F**k you abusers and f**k off, I hope you never come back to me or bother me. I don't care enough to even speak to you ever again.

So what is that our PTSD wants???

I mean I'm already in the forgive them and let go part, finally. Seriously. So? Why still is it f**king bothering me? I feel like my brain is a moron. Nah, its not that. Its my brain still unable to let go of the pain of what happened. So if I'm experiencing this...who else do you think might be feeling this kind of stuff?

Maga people. I'm not kidding.

So...how does this relate to trump supporters? And cult leader orange cheeto? Simple. When you create an environment, with no room for disapproval or free thinking or ability to speak out against abusive things, the threats of violence and abuse for speaking up leads to...Trauma. And fear of that trauma happening again.

What he is doing is, using his presidential power, not just to control, but also to abuse America! We are ALL being abused. I'm serious.

When someone is abused, their brain goes into a primal state or what's known as "survival mode". Its why we end up with PTSD also known as Post traumatic Stress Disorder.

It means that logic and reasonable thinking is left out of the picture. You can't calmly and rationally think through problems if your brain is literally pushing you into survival mode. Its a primal protective measure that the brain does to protect you from literal threats to yourself.

That's exactly what is happening to Trump supporters and the rest of us.

We are collectively being traumatized by him. Whether they recognize the trauma or not. See, when you are in abusive situation or come from one, sometimes its very hard to see abusers actually abusing. A lot of times, when you grew up in an environment with rampant abuse, you tend to believe that is the norm. Its why abused children, end up dating abusive partners...like I um did. Yup yay. No, actually ick.

Also, abusers hide it well because they'd get in trouble if they were obvious with their abuse. The thing they value more than your safety and comfort? Their reputation! Their creditability! Yup! They want to be seen as a good guy while you are then cast as the bad guy. That's how the mechanics work folks!

Trump has been obvious, but when you are scared of dying or worried you will loose your job or income and rely on that, you tend to, while in survival mode, make not rational decisions and just go with the flow. You don't want to appear like you are a threat. Threats get eliminated you see.

So now you can start to see what is going on with them, perhaps?

I'm not saying this is all there is. But!

I truly think that I don't hate trump supporters. I hate that they are being lead by slave collars because they are scared and in survival mode, but because many of them don't want to get in trouble, they just toe the line or they duck down and go blend in because better to be a friend than enemy of trump right?

For me though? I don't care. He already painted me as an enemy for being transgender, nonbinary, queer, disabled etc. So, I don't need to worry about being deemed a threat.

According to the Orange cheeto, I'm already a threat just for existing. So whatever. F**k you Trump.

As for the supporters?

Well I think the biggest thing I can say is, it won't change until he starts going after them. That was how it was in Nazi Germany. By then it might be too late. I don't want us to go that route. I refuse. I will NOT accept it. I am not apathetic. I am fully aware of what is going on.

And I'm sorry to my Indigenous and black communities that I didn't really understand fully until I was adult, how bad it really is for you.

The forefathers and ancestors really did make a lot of mistakes, that are not mine, but I refuse to be an enabler of abuse and Nazi shit! And I will try, if I can, to make up for what they f**ked up for all of us.

So, I am finally signed up for school, to become a social worker. That is progress at least. I will be doing this because I think this is really what I want to do with my life.

I'm still an artist and writer. I still enjoy video games. I still do creative pursuits but Ai pretty much just makes it way too hard to find clients now. I wasn't really that successful at the business to be honest. I am not really interested in wealth. I find money distasteful and stupid. I still want it but not if it costs me, my soul. Nah. I'm good.

I do want to be stable and not struggle as much. So social work will give me that and I will be helping people. Two things I really need. I am tired of seeing people suffer. If I can do this then here we go.

Also, um social workers are actually desired for political positions...oh did you know that? Go ahead search online for that.

I'm going to actually do that. But first I need to find a competent therapist and I want to actually do activism while I'm working on the education portion.

Blogging online and making videos? It's simply not enough to change things. I really want to get involved, but safely and through proper channels. I am not the "V for Vendetta" type exactly. I really think violence is not the answer in this situation.

Now if violence does happen?

Um...well, there is a possibility you will unleash the dark part, I usually hide because most people just don't understand. His name is Drac FYI, now.

Yup, primal brain has an alter for it. So that's kind of cool. Now maybe, we actually can do some work to stop the PTSD from being a shitbag? I don't know.

So how can I help you, to help me, to help the American public? That's the question isn't it?

Well, first off, I need you to breathe! I want you to take care of yourself.

Being passionate and angry is great, but how does that help others? I need a way to focus myself so I can actually help y'all.

So my first step is to say...please don't panic. I know easier said than done. But please be assured, at least a little bit, that this "American" actually understands.

I know history. I actually enjoyed learning about it when I was in school. I loved sociology. I loved Psychology too. It was cool and I fought against the stigma and the racist shit that I discovered when I was in those classes.

So, second step? Let's educate ourselves together! So if you don't know about trauma and how it effects the brain, now's the time to learn about it. You can find YouTube videos and National Library of Medicine and other places. I will post some links so you can read up.

Why is this important? Because in order to stop trump supporters and enablers of abusers like trump and other GOP people, we need to actually study just a little bit about the brain so we can more effectively find solutions that will work to address this problem.

The problem? People are experiencing trauma. There. And there are abusers flying free. And the abusers got their sick pos into a position of power. There. Summed up. I mean there are finer points but that's a general summary there.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/41529334/

https://adaa.org/learn-from-us/from-the-experts/blog-posts/consumer/ways-trauma-changes-your-brain-and-body

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK207191/

https://www.urmc.rochester.edu/news/publications/neuroscience/researchers-reveal-how-trauma-changes-the-brain

https://www.nea.org/nea-today/all-news-articles/how-trauma-changing-childrens-brains

and here is a website on how to treat PTSD & CPTSD that can result from Trauma from abuse etc: https://www.nhsinform.scot/illnesses-and-conditions/mental-health/mental-health-self-help-guides/ptsd-and-cptsd-self-help-guide/

I will go over all these articles and make a bit sized blog on it, next. I need you to understand why people are just submitting to Trump.

Its not a mystery.

Its NOT because all of them are necessarily evil and inhumane. Its because they are being literally manipulated and they are actually completely unaware of it. Unless you have dealt with an abuser, in your own family and finally gotten free of them, or know what to look for, you wouldn't really actually understand why people stay in abusive situations like this.

And YES, we are all in a abusive situation. I'm not saying feel sorry for Maga. I'm saying we need to defect Maga. We need to cull the herd via breaking the cult into pieces so they can't do this anymore.

Defect the ones we can anyways.

I mean if you are going to save America, you can't forget about those trump supporters. Frankly, that isn't actually going to save us if we just focus on the oppressed. You may say but why not? F**k off to the Trump supporters.

Well, I will explain:

If we just shove all those people into a tighter box. When an animal is cornered, they attack. These people are in survivor mode or primal brain locked. Their logic part of their brain is switched off essentially. They literally can't understand the debates for human rights etc. They are effectively mind-controlled somewhat. So we need to do something about that actually!

There will be many that will enable the abusers or are abusers themselves.

We will have to try a few approaches to get through to them.

If we can't?

Well if you abused people...its against the law actually. Domestic violence is a crime. So put them where they belong. In jail. In therapy.

Germany doesn't tolerate Nazis. They kick them out from what I heard, and they disband any who try to create a group again. So I think that's a good policy to have in the USA. LET'S DO THAT.

I will continue my research but I have some ideas on how to help trump supporters not be mind controlled anymore. Or at least heavily manipulated. As for the rest of us? Well I will put together some ways we can address these things. If my alter creation works...I may have found a way to deal with PTSD in a different way that could be helpful for all actually. I'm not saying help people become a system. I mean you know the "inner child" concept? This is very interesting in the similar department. Adjacent you might say.

I will begin figuring out things and report back on here. I know EMDR is effective but narrative therapy and art therapy are also very helpful. SO let's figure this out. If we could actually use Narrative therapy to help everybody but not exactly call it that...I mean that would be good right?

So if you will bear with me, we will find a way to help. I'm still recovering from the f**king wisdom tooth shit and the recent intense PTSD, but I will not just sit idly by, while good people and all, are literally screwed over by this orange cheeto. Nope.

As for me, V, I am relatively new. Trust is extremely vital so the Legion has begun to work on it and focus on the things that a society needs that is hurting. If we can effectively heal our system within...then doing that with America? While a bit more...is possible. I believe it.

Just fyi, we have over 500 alters. Yup, I shared that detail. No, its not scary. No, more complicated at times. We aren't all present at the same time. No we have rules about which system is fronting.

We have a LEGION.

We are now no longer at odds instead we chose to be a team.

And yea some of us, erm are kind of jerks and assholes. We are working on it. Trust me. The biggest one is Drac. We are figuring out how to help him and some of the prosecutors, who still frustrate us. But this is the first time we have called on the entire Legion and asked to worked together to accomplish goals instead of just let 2 or 3 do it. We aren't about final fusion. We just need a better way to work together. This is huge and powerful.

I will keep you updated with what is going on with Us. I really think we have something here, in our system, that can somehow help others and America. Just can't quite put my finger on it.

I bid you safety and love,

V.