My dreams and the American Dream

December 25, 2025

Body age 40

Fronting: Loki Laufeyson (age 35)

What is it that makes me so fiery and passionate about protecting Palestinians, Black folks, Indigenous people, poor people, disabled people, homeless people?

It's my experiences and my heart. I love you all. But simply saying it is not enough! I dont want jewelry. I dont want things. I want people.

I see you all. I met some pretty awesome homeless people. I met a beautiful person in the psych ward and I will tell you, I see it all.

We are a lost people us Americans. You sit in your church and listen to sermons saying since you have Jesus it doesn't matter if you become homeless or loose your job etc.

What kind of f**king sermon is that? Jesus went into temples and flipped f**king tables yo!

He sat with Lepers! He visited the undesirable is what they are called at least in societal terms.

Jesus said all people are loved and appreciated. So because I was raised Christian, though I am not anymore, I say the same!

I love you all and im going to break the veil!

We are in crisis! Us, Americans!

Transgender people. Nonbinary. Etc!

We are struggling to survive let alone thrive. I see you dears!

I see you.

You are NOT alone.

I hear the pain, trauma and suffering like echoes across time.

I want to help everybody!

So i will take care of me to get a car, get a job and then? Im going to start fighting with activism and put together a team. In fact im already starting it now.

Project Renegade began as a dream project of acting and introducing my alternate personalities since I have Dissociative identity disorder/Plural.

Now its grown to helping find a way through this misery that is "The Ametican Dream."

I had a thought during a bath.

A dream is but just a dream until its made real.

I got that from envisioning Martin Luther King Junior sitting in front of me.

Mr. King I will not let us all suffer. If I can I will bring change to America to help us all.

I cried. I prayed. I agreed to step up. So I am.

It's not enough to just live.

I want to wake everyone up!

It's not enough to make art alone. To make movies. To make literature. To make protests and videos.

We must actually stand up! Those who can send letters to senators and Representatives.

Educate yourself about the Bill of Rights and The Constitution.

Let's together rewrite it? Let's fix it. Let's make new the dream that our ancestors couldn't achieve.

We must not bow to Trump. Bow to his pets and his supporters.

We need to do as much as we can to fight the propaganda.

Republican? Democrat? Who cares! Seriously!

Please dont give up Yet. Ever!

There are strong people everywhere. We all can do this but it must be together!

So here's to the new year 2026 and my attempt to make history course corrections. Im trying at the very least. So help me.

I see you. I hear you.

I need doctors, witches, Unitarian, political science majors, political analysts, linguistics, scientists, therapists, artists, writers, journalists, actors, poets, cooks, pagans, Christians, Muslims, Blacks, Asians, furries, especially Transgender people, nonbinary people, gay people, lesbians, Palestinians and more!

Hi, I see you all. Let's put our heads together and Crack this egg.

I believe in you. Believe in me. Together.

Hi we will get through this!

A dream is just a dream until its made real.

Think on it. Martin Luther King Junior thank you.

Thank you!

Marsha P. Johnson thank you.

All of those who I have yet to know about, thank you.

We will make changes.

I love you all.

Sincerely,

Valerian Nyxrinthian aka The Chaos Warlock

Aka The Valerian Legion

Aka The Werid Autistic Adhd person who cares about lot!